I’m still struggling to get over everything that’s happened, but I am doing better.
It takes time, therapy, the right medication and a lot of hard work.
I asked him one last time, “Tell me the truth and don’t lie to me. He probably didn’t like it when I called him out on the things he did that upset me. That was another crushing blow because it made me feel like I was a “crazy ex-girlfriend” who kept harassing him. He finally shared his reason for the breakup – he didn’t love me.
He wants a girl who’s “normal.” I didn’t give him enough. He promised me for a month that he still felt the same way.
I begged him not to lead me on if he didn’t feel the same anymore because I wouldn’t be able to handle that kind of pain again. Before I continue, I just want to make it clear that my purpose is not to criticize or bad-mouth my ex. I was devastated and confused, so I texted him over and over again after the breakup, asking for his reasoning.