She is very caring and friendly with everyone and tends to thier needs.
Everyone loves her and she truly is a great person and a terrific mother. She gets mad and say I'm cheating don't this and that when I don't want to have sex. All them years days and time she rejected my played my face.
It is my fault that I wanted soft sweet kisses before I fell asleep - you denied me It is my fault that I wanted a hug when I felt sad... for more, as this life I've become entrapped in feels cold and desolate, so very lonely to me. without even realizing it, I went down the same path as my father.
Here I am lying in bed writing this and another night by myself. He's asleep in a single bed with our 9 year old daughter. We have grown into very different people in our life together, and so far apart. I hate not having someone to sit up with, chat to, laugh with & be intimate with.
know nothing about....u are asleep and I have a battle zone going on within my heart. i am 5 1/2 months pregnant but i dont want this baby. i wanted a family and still do but this is very bad timing for a baby... Oh sure we talk and take care of kids etc but you can't have any deep meaningful conversation when someone's attention is divided if not elsewhere. OH was asleep at the time, so I tried waking him up with kisses down his back.
Another day of emotions buried..feelings left in said and the frustration of uncertainty. and im only doing this cuz no one really knows who i am. but she seems to prefer spending time with it than me. Things could be as simple as keeping her own nails clean or keeping the house clean. This morning I made two attempts at a quickie while the kids were adequately occupied.
....we dont know something, isnt it better so we crave it less. This morning as I was drinking my coffee in the kitchen my husband walks by and he asks me where I'd put the suitcase. know my husband and I are like strangers in our home. If he doesn't want sex ANYMORE he should talk to me about it and be honest! Then I wonder why I constantly crave communication from someone else. U are so self centred u can't see 2 feet ahead of u.